Hello world! Welcome back to another blog. As we head into the spooky season and a new month, here is what I got upon the week commencing 30th October 2023!
Monday: to start work as always I watched the rest of Strictly Come Dancing. It was the end of Halloween week and I was so hooked it was incredible. Even though I knew who went out there previous night, it was good that they got the chance to just enjoy themselves and go out with a bang. I also loved the costumes as I feel they were the best bits.
I then went to work. And despite my cold I actually had a decent shift. Although I fear I may have lost the plot when I accidentally put the chilled stuff with the none child stuff. But after realising that error straight away, I immediately put them to the places where they belonged.
After work I then went home and did a couple of surveys before I had a nap. This wasn’t originally planned but I felt as though I had to do at least a couple a day to catch up on them and also warn more points for more money. And after listening to the first part of the act on this table talk, looking at surveys will help me gradually earn enough money to with my day job.
After my nap and a quick trip to the shops again, I watched abit of Coronation Street with my dad. I got up a little bit late so it did make my brain feel abit discombobulated. However to calm myself down (as even though I didn’t show it I was a little bit on edge) I did some surveys to help me pass the time. All I can say on Corrie at the moment is that with regards to Stephen Reid, there may be some controversy happening on the way, and with Ed’s gambling addiction being exposed to Joel, I hope he doesn’t end is relationship with Dee Dee whilst it’s only just begun. I also noted some more jobs on spotlight for me to apply for later
After doing a relaxing session of Yoga, I then finished the Act On This table talk. One thing I took away from that is I may it be able to change the world, but I can change my world and those around me. As yes I do want to leave a legacy but I know I’m order to do that I need to change the way I live my life in order to get out of my da job and pursue my passion along with a possible side hustle (watch this space).
After walking my dog (where she got abit wet), I then called Steve Watson with regards to the casting of my film. However once we got a couple of the roles down we ran into a problem. There was a technical glitch meaning those who recorded their tapes had to send it again. I won’t lie, it did throw me off guard as I was aiming to have it casted tonight. However stressing about it won’t solve anything, and Steve said he’ll call me the next day and have a proper chat. But I did send him a message about the crew and who would he suitable for what.
Watched the rest of The Gallows Pole. I think the ending did make it up for the series, as David finally managed to get the people back in his good books, but overall I didn’t really think the show in general was for me. I think it was mainly because some of the dialogue was abit slow, and I still didn't understand the overall story. But the thing that made it up was the moments of silence, where you don't know what will happen next. And sometimes it's moments like these where no dialogue is the best dialogue. I then got to watch the final episode of Boiling Point. And it definitely had it all. Drama, an emotional revelation and now the future is looking bleak for Carly. And all of and at is I really hope there is a series 2, as after apologising to her and insisting he'll do everything he can to help her, I really want to see how Andy and Carly will help save the restaurant.
I then spent the evening checking my socials and doing some more Korean and French. I only did a tiny amount as I needed to get to bed. I also had to get to bed as my actor friend messaged me about possibly doing some scare acting the next day. Yes I need the extra cash and to do it on Halloween would be an honour, but the way I’ve been feeling and having to extend the casting decision, it’s made my brain feel discombobulated. So I’ve simply messaged my friend to say I’ll let her know in the morning and see what happens. It may be too late by then but I don’t want to make a definite decision without sleeping on it.
Tuesday: I started the day with doing some surveys. I was going to watch Doctors but there was a connection problem with the tv, so I made the decision to watch some later. I also messaged Kate about not being able to do tonight. As yes I do feel better but there was still a little bit of cold in my system, and I didn’t want to make myself ill again by throwing myself into scare acting. So I told her how I felt and she was really understanding, as I still sounded sniffly when I spoke to her, and whilst I needed the extra cash, health is the real wealth.
Then I went to the gym. It was okay to begin with but then I was starting to what I call “Ill sweat”. As there’s a difference between normal sweating and sweating when you’re ill. And I fell into sweating when I’m ill. So I think made the right call not to do any scare acting as if I threw myself into it it may only make it worse. But I had other things to focus on today, so at least I had that to consider.
On the way there and back from the gym I listened to Jada Pinkett Smith on The Diary of a CEO. What an insightful podcast so far, from her friendship with Tupac to how she friend to drugs to find a sense of belonging. I still have 30 minutes left so I can’t wait to see what she talks about next, especially after a certain incident that happened with her husband.
After walking my dog and having a nice hot shower, I then moved onto todays task before the Halloween celebrations. The main job was nudging my agent on some jobs I found on Spotlight. Some of which she may have subbed me for but I feel it's better to be safe than sorry. This was then followed by tweaking my blog and setting up my amazon affiliate link. This was a job well done, but I still need to work out how to use the link for the skirt and book I got and how to promote it. But I shall seek advice from the Act On This gods and see what they can do to help. And whilst we're on the subject of money, I managed to gain a bank transfer from a survey company I signed up for which will take up to 3 weeks to get into my account. . It wasn't much but anything was better than nothing, and I need to go back to this particular company more, so I can earn more points in exchange for more cash.
During lunch I watched Mondays addition of Doctors. I feel that Scarlett is keeping her barriers up when it comes to getting to know Suni, as I do feel she genuinely likes him, but is still unsure because of his reputation. Yes I get that she's trying to be cautious, but from what I've seen, I feel that Suni does genuinely like her. And I hope he proves me wrong, and that he and Scarlett can live happily ever after.
To kick off the afternoon, I wrote up some material to film next month after Actor Jam and the Jonny Boutwood session (which of course will be tying to Christmas and in the style of Miranda Hart) and continued with my story. This was now officially in the preparation to post, but I knew I would have to check one more time just to be sure. I then caught up on some notes from an Actors Workshop session. This was relooking at my scene from Succession, so that when I self-tape it again I know the notes to take on board. It was all relatively positive, so all I need to do really is maintain it. The final task of the day was editing my Corpse Bride self-tape which I then posted. I could've done a sketch, but I was slightly conscious of everything else I had going on, so I thought a self-tape was the best shout.
To start off the celebrations, I watched the first half of Tuesday's addition and the Halloween special of Doctors (where I finished the rest after watching Corpse Bride). I knew it wasn't over the top scary, but I wouldn't want to be in their shoes or read that book. I even spotted a member of The Actors Workshop Nottingham as an extra, so I'll be sure to tag him when i recap the how to gather time codes for scenes and also note day player roles.
It was then the main event, where I had my usual Halloween tradition and watched Tim Burton's Corpse Bride whilst I had a domino’s. I was going to get a tango ice blast from Deliveroo, but because of the charges I decided to not bother. Thankfully I had the tiniest bit of schloer left so I had a small glass with it. I started doing this tradition since lockdown, so to carry on this tradition is so special. And also Corpse Bride is one of my favorite films, and if it did come to the west end, I feel I would make a perfect Victoria.
After watching the rest of the Halloween special of Doctors, I then watched episode 3 of Ghosts. One of the plot lines in this episode was looking into how Kitty died, and not to give anything away, but let's say it was caused by the tiniest of creatures, and now she thinks she's a certain Marvel character. I then ended this spooky day with having some supper, checking my socials and learning some Korean and French. As part of my supper, I had a gingerbread pumpkin which I decorated, and it may need some improvement (as I have 3 spare to work on) I'm impressed with how well I've done. This made up for turning down the Halloween work thanks to my cold but I feel so much better.
Wednesday: The first day of a new month and the second to last month of 2023. To start with I gathered some day player roles and noted time codes of scenes from 2 episodes of Doctors. These included act on this member Imogen Woodward who did a great job on her performance as Grace McDonald. Well done Imogen.
I then made my way to the gym for leg day as always. I did atrocities abit late but I had a good workout. On the way there and back I finished the Steven Bartlett podcast with Jada pinkett Smith, and the rest was eye opening. It turned out that the scandal of why Will did what he did never happened, but was there at the Oscar’s as a family unit. And that’s really opened my eyes on how we shouldn’t judge too soon, as there’s more to it than meets the eye. And I also think that in that scenario in particular, that’s where social media can show its toxic side, which is why we as a society in general should tread carefully on how we use it. I also started to listen to the rest of the podcast with Nick Cannon, but my headphones decided to play up, so I simply made the decision to enjoy the walk back home.
After walking my dog and nudging my agent on some jobs on Spotlight, I then started looking at the act on this affiliate scheme. I’ve been a member for over 2 years now and after feeling more inspired to start a side hustle to gradually quite my day job, I thought this was the best way to go forward. Sadly I didn’t have time to go through the live training, but I got through the 4 main videos, just so that I’ know what I’m doing. I do also have some questions to ask in the community, but I’ll give it some thought later on before I ask it properly.
This was then shortly followed by looking at some more day jobs. One of which was for a dog kennels, where another one of my passions lies there. Sadly by the time I got to it it has expired, which was a real shame as yes it’s not acting but at least I could’ve been surrounded by dogs of all shapes and sizes. And yes there could’ve been the occasion where some dogs can get nasty, but regardless of what job I do/apply for there will be obstacles in the way, and so it’s how I get through them that makes or breaks me. So in this case if I do get a part time job working at a dog kennels, I simply just ask how I deal with dogs that do turn nasty and nippy.
I then moved onto watching the first half of Three Girls which was the final one of the series. I found it quite emotional to watch, as we know what the I’ve been through whereas the journey didn’t. So you as a viewer just hope and prey that they’ll believe them, which I think we know what the outcome will be as it’s based off a true story. I had to stop half way through as the dog was being annoying.
In the afternoon I did a multitude of things. One of which was running through lines and learning the given circumstances and objectives of the script. This was something subbed by my agent on spotlight and after a few clarifications from her, I’m going to send a tape in by Friday at the very latest. I may have been 2 days late from looking at it properly but it’s short and simple, and as long as I repeat it numerous times I should be okay. Along with recapping my story (which is now definitely ready to post) and posting my third instalment of tv recommendations (which you can see here: ) Steve Watson rang me to iron out a few things. he even showed me someone who’s in the running for one of the speaking roles in my film, and it has made my brain go 360. but without revealing too much, we had a chat and I think we now know which path to go down. And after chats about funding, we need to make sure we get rehearsing ASAP.
After that mammoth task I then started to read “More Golden Rules of Acting” by Andy Nyman and started to learn some Korean. I only managed to get one session in for now as it was quite long. But I will continue the rest before I go to bed. I then moved onto gathering time codes/ clips of scenes and day player roles from Hollyoaks and Doctors. It too a while and I’m nearly caught up with Hollyoaks in particular. But I’m proud of what I’ve done as not only does it give me scenes to look at for future preferences and also names of guest/day player characters, but it got rid alot of storage, which is quite important now that we’re nearing the festive season.
After having some dinner, I did my acting class. We had a substitute teacher, but I met him before and it was a lot of fun. We did some work on the last session before Christmas, which was to do a devising piece linking to the spirit of Christmas. As part of the first task, me and two other members had to rehearse a scene where we are all on zoom for a reason. but I think the most memorable moment was me and my friends having the giggles during rehearsals, and when we came back into the main room we were still belly laughing. But it felt good as well, as they do say that laughter is the best medicine. The final task of the class was to grab an item and open it as my present in character. I managed to use two every famous puppets for this exercise, and it gave my substitute teacher some ideas to pass onto my main teacher. But overall it was a good lesson and I can't wait to see what we develop for the final class on 2023.
I then ended the viewing with watching the rest of the final episode of Three Girls. And it was an eye opening one. As even thought the trail finished half way through the episodes, there were still repercussions of the aftermath. And all the areas where the horror took place was shocking. But I admired that after the series one character stayed in contact with one family, and a good job she did, as they wouldn’t be where they are without her. This also made me more excited for the Jonny Boutwood session in a couple of weeks time, as then if I get a script from that series to pick from, I know what to expect from it.
I then ended the day with scheduling the next day, noting some jobs on spotlight to nudge my agent on first thing in the morning, checked my socials and learnt some more Korean. It took a while but I managed to complete the daily goals.
Thursday: This day was a big one for me, as it was the day I get to find out the results of Actor Jam and if I had the opportunity to do this event for a third time. But I know I had other stuff to do, so even though I wasn’t able to control the outcome, I can focus on other things whilst I wait for the results
But to start the day I watched Mondays addition of Hollyoaks, which then as always led me going to the gym. On the way to the gym I saw a familiar face. I didn't know this person, but he often goes to the gym, and this time he was walking his dog. It was honestly one of the cutest thing ever, and I couldn't tell if it was a Labrador or a Retriever that hasn't grown out its fur. I guess only time will tell. I also listened to the rest of The Diary of a CEO with Nick Cannon, which was really insightful, as he mentioned that when his kids have problems, it becomes his problem too. That was something to consider for when I have kids of my own (fingers crossed). I even managed to learn some lines for a self tape I was filming the next day, so the walk really did help.
After having a nice hot shower, I started the morning applying for some jobs on Mandy, which included filming a self tape for one of them. I knew it would be abit of a rush, but I thought getting it done was better than getting it perfect. I then published my story online (which you can see the link for here) and then updated my spotlight profile with my new tapes in, only to find it needs renewing before 10th November. This caused quite a surprised and caution, as I was worried about the discount due to my disability, but I’ve sent an email about requesting a discount because of my autism and epilepsy, and they replied to me with very helpful information. This was then followed by tweaking my blog making sure everything is up to date.
I found out during the tasks I did that I didn’t get into actor jam. At first I wasn't too bothered as I did it twice and alot of people including new talent would apply for it. But as the day went on, the feeling started to sink in, and it felt like I was literally having my heart broken. But the thing to remember is that it is normal, and at some point in my career I will face it again. But it's all about how I deal with it, as yes I do need to feel it but I can't let it wallow me into self pity. So I looked at the silver lining, and that even though there still a chance to perform thanks to the golden ticket, but if I don't then i still have the Jonny Boutwood session to focus on and my autism project.
I then spent my lunch watching Tuesdays Hollyoaks and the first half of Wednesdays Doctors. For Hollyoaks, I wonder if mason and Vicky will form a romantic connection after their recent troubles. But regardless of what happens I hope they can keep this lovely friendship they’ve got. For Doctors, I dread to think how ima will react when she finds out the real depth of suni and Scarlett’s relationship. I also noticed that Kirsty may be the person to help Al finally get some help after his recent troubles. When she mentioned to him to take everything as baby steps, it started to hit him differently. I hope he actually puts it into action and get back to the mill (especially after the news of the show altogether). Before I started work, I successfully managed to post my story online, and so far the reaction was great. My aim now is to get money for people to read my stories, so providing I go to the right places to do that, it might be possible.
I then started my shift at work. Whilst I was there for the first part a customer seemed to be put off with me, as he tried to make a joke, when I thought he was being literal. This then made him leave claiming he was find someone more “awake”. I think that was the first time in all my 3 years of working there that I was criticised by it. But it’s not my fault I can’t take a joke or react when someone touches my shoulder without warning. It’s just how my brain is functioned. But despite this I carried on with my shift as normal and it all turned out well. I even managed to run some lines for a self-tape I had to submit for the next day and also some lines for a sketch during that shift as well as during my break.
When I got back from work I watched the rest of Wendesday's Doctors. This was also Janice Connolly's final appearance as Rosie Colton, as she goes to start a new job. Now I'll be honest, I started to have enough of Rosie as she was someone who got on my nerves abit, but after seeing how much the staff meant to her, I realised that she will be missed during the manic chaos that is The Mill Health Centre. Well done Janice!
I then planned the next day out as always and then winded down by checking my socials and learning some more Korean and French. I only just managed to complete my daily goals, and I had to spend a few of my gems on Duolingo to do it without taking so much time as I needed to be up early the next day. But I got it done and that was the main thing.
Friday: Friday was my long shift. But to start with I noted a few more jobs on Spotlight from Wednesday and Thursday. I wasn’t originally going to do this but I feel that I needed to do so to reduce overwhelm, so that when I look again at the weekend I can nudge my agent on them straight away. This was then followed by the first half of Thursdays addition of Doctors, where jimmy went to a health retreat, where everything was silent. It’s amazing on how entertaining tv can be with no dialogue, but I did feel sorry for jimmy when he was bunked up with an annoying guest. I hope he finds the last day of his retreat less stressful.
I then went to work. It was a mixture today as I spent most of the morning picking. During this I managed to rehearse some lines for my self tape later on and also some lines for my showreel sketch. It may not be the exact words, but the beauty of creating your own work is to make it your own and if the words don’t fit you right, then simply tweak it.
After the picking, I then spoke to my branch manager about my needs. I’ll be honest I was abit nervous at first but then once it started it was actually quite relaxing. He approved of my needs, he was there to listen and he completely understood where I was coming from. And that was the reassurance I needed. And in some ways that sit down in itself helped. As I had sore legs and a sore back when I finished the picking.
The rest of the shift after that felt like I was a new person. But I think that talking does help and so to come out knowing that I got it all out feels brilliant. So much so that on my break I messaged my chat about the next steps which was important as then they know once the film is cast what’s happening when from my situation anyway.
After getting mine and dads prescription on the way back, I then headed home to do a variety of tasks. These included deleting some old emails and getting rid of some stuff from my phone. After the last incident where my phone decided to stop recording due to not enough of storage I was now more cautious than ever. But it felt good to get rid of the old to make room for the new. I then also tweaked this blog and also applied for a new day job on LinkedIn. This was then followed by recording a self tape which needed to be in tonight. Thankfully I know which version I’m going to send and after drafting an email yesterday all I need to do is upload it onto YouTube to send and then I’m good to go.
I then winded down by walking my dog whilst listening to some act on this content and then doing some yoga. This session in particular was much more needed, and I came out of the session feeling like a different person. I then watched the last 10 minutes of Thursdays doctors where after saving his life, jimmy has found a new appreciation for his friend who previously annoyed him.
I then moved onto watching episode 6 of The Long Shadow, and they get to meet the killer himself, but obviously they were trying to save it until the last episode. I can’t wait to see how it pans out, as when George had his heart attack it felt like that I was there with him when it happen and not just behind the screen. But it also goes to show the reality of trying to bring a murderer down and how it can have an affect on the body. I also admired how the detectives made a crucial key to the killings that took place, something I’ll never be able to do.
I then watched Wednesdays addition of Hollyoaks, where I’m getting abit annoyed with Lucas’ behaviour and how he is with James. But with Ste soon set to find out, it could change everything. I also admired a lovely moment between Vicky and mason, and I’m glad that they’re able to keep the friend shop they’ve got after a brief misunderstanding. I then ended the day as always with checking my socials and learning some more Korean and French. But my dog decided to join me as the fireworks were getting too much for her. So she decided to tuck onto my blanket whilst she was helping me learn.
Saturday: Saturday as always was my morning shift. To start with I watched the last 5 minutes of The Long Shadow and now I can't wait until the final episode, to see how the real killer was caught and the aftermath of the case. This then followed by finishing a weekly broadcast from a few weeks, ago, and now i can safely say I'm all caught up. Now all I need to do is free up some storage by noting certain time codes on my laptop.
I then had my morning shift at work. It went okay as along with some of my other colleagues, I got the picking done and also managed to do some rehearsals for some sketches. This was a real bonus as it will help keep the rhythm in my head for when I do film it. When I got back home, I tried to have my usual morning nap. However, I struggled massively with it, so I made the decision afterwards to not bother and do something else. This was sharing my Act On This Affiliate link (which I hope people will look at and sign up, as it means some extra money for me) and also tweaking my blog. This included setting up my payouts and also connecting my domain. I came to the realisation that with the VAT and extra protection it'll cost abit, but I have my savings for a reason, and this blog has helped me keep my creativity alive and I aim to let it do that in the future.
During my lunch I then moved onto watching the first half of The Virtues, casted by Shaheen Baig in preparation for the session with Jonny Boutwood. So far there were moments that didn't click, but the beginning was really emotional, as Stephen Graham's character Joseph had to say goodbye to a loved one, which then led him into a downward spiral. But after seeing the plot of the overall show, I wonder how that'll change.
To kick off the afternoon, I tweaked my blog which was then followed by typing up more of my story. As I'm writing this I've now more or less completed the first draft. Now the next task is to relook at it again, change some names to make it fictional and flesh out any other finer details. This then led me to finishing "More Golden Rules of Acting", which again like the first one was a small book, but it packed so much information.
I also send a message onto the group chat for my short film on some of the roles that still needed casting. At this point I'm starting to get worried, as it was supposed to be casted now, and even though we do have someone in mind for one role, the other two I'm slightly concerned about. but worrying won't solve anything, so I made the announcement and reassured someone that it's all good and they can still be a part of it. To help calm me down, I took an early Korean and French session, and I think it did the trick.
As the evening entered, I walked my dog and went to the shops to get something for dinner, and it was then followed by watching the rest of episode 2 of The Virtues, where Joseph started to settle in his new home in Ireland and got himself a new job. Little did he know that one of his co-workers was someone else from his past. I then moved onto the first half of watching week 7 of Strictly Come Dancing. It was the half way point, so the judges were going to be more picky when it comes to who will go further in the next stage. Even though I have my four finalists, it all depends on the public and how they feel.
I then moved onto watching Thursdays addition of Hollyoaks. And I wasn’t surprised by Romeo and peris revelation, as when you have been through a similar situation, it creates a bond that no one else understands. I do hope they are careful as I dread to think what will happen if things don’t work out. And speaking of things working out, I really hope Sienna is prepared for what’s to come, as she may get her heart brown all over again.
I then finished off the evening by watching the start of a documentary by Roman Kemp to replace Gogglebox. I actually got quite teary during it as because it was talking about mental health, that’s a subject I know far too well about. But I can’t wait to see what he does in the rest of the documentary and also watch the one before when he went through the lowest point in his life and he dealt with it.
I then rounded off the day by checking my socials and looking at the National Youth Theatre website, whilst tucking into a Halloween cupcake for supper. I haven’t been on there for a while, and I’ve been a member for a year. But obviously I had other opportunities meaning I don’t have time to have a proper look. But going into 2024 one of my goals is to look on the website and seek any opportunities at least once a week and if there’s a casting or a workshop I want to attend to, I need to email them ASAP.
Sunday: To start the day off I watched abit more of Strictly Come Dancing, just to get my energy levels going. I particularly loved Ellie and Vito's American smooth, as it was fub, exciting and Ellie's costume looked amazing. I then kicked off the last day of the week by going to work. At one point I got abit emotional, and I think after worrying about some of the cast not getting tapes in, it got too much. But I persevered and got the job done. So much so I rehearsed some lines for my sketch and sent a message to my group chat about the casting. And if that’s not persevering I don’t know what is.
When I got back, I took my dog for a walk (and that was after she was showing me how cute she looked in the picture below) whilst starting to draft my The King and I review for this blog. I was slightly conscious of not getting it done, but for me noting the main point did the show to expand on later is a start. As it’s better than nothing and the best thing is, I can use what I felt at the time to really give it so much detail.
This then led to me watching the first half of The Virtues episode 2 whilst I had abit of lunch. The song it opened with was beautiful and it made me want to learn it. The problem is I don’t know the name of the song. But thank god we have the internet to help, so I’ll be sure to find it in no time. I also loved the second part of the show as it was just Stephan Grahams character Joseph and a long lost relative and just them only. It did feel like you were there with them with no disruptions. And I think that’s the beauty of Shane Meadows work, as sometimes having a raw conversation with no shouting or screaming is the best drama.
To kick off the afternoon, I listened to an Act On This podcast with director Dom Stephenson. Apart from finishing the last 5 minutes later on, this was the first podcast since July where I managed to sit in one session at once. It was a good job I did as I’ve learnt so much, mainly on how a positive attitude is key as if you don’t have it, you might scupper your chances of getting the job. And the secrets he revealed when he directed Emmerdale were incredible. I’m not saying what thy are, but if you want the full secret check out this link here to gain your membership if you’re an actor looking to gain more work in the tv industry: https://www.actonthis.tv/a/10071/St3HMctU
After briefly doing a survey, I brain dumped everything in preparation for next week. This included editing my showreel and also renewing my Spotlight membership (which was essential as that’s a massive boost to helping me gain jobs in the industry). Shortly afterwards Posted my review of an act on this podcast with the cast and crew of the long shadow most of my socials (with the last post being done just before I go to bed) and doing my evening yoga routine. I think now though it’s time to change routines as I noticed that I wasn’t seeing the benefits again. And that’s okay as you need to work on those different areas to help you build and grow.
To end this mad day I watched abit of Coronation Street with my dad whilst I did a few surveys. These episode had everything in it, one of which was the controversial funeral of Stephen Reid. I do understand why Audrey is fuming as he was her son, but at the end of the day he was a killer, but I’m glad she made amends with Peter after Ken gave her a wake up call aim how he was feeling since the day it happened. I’m also started to wonder if Daisy's heart is set on Ryan, as after the traumatic experience they’ve been through she doesn’t want to loose him, but she also doesn’t want to cause more heartache, especially after Lauren blackmailed them again. But after seeing some spoiler clips it’ll be interesting to see Daniels reaction.
Throughout Corrie someone sent me the script for my short film. So far it was brilliant. I did a few notes already but there was more to be done. So I said to them that I would let them know tomorrow as I do have an idea but I needed to double check. This then moved onto watching Friday as addition of Hollyoaks, where I’m questioning if the relationship between peri and Romeo is genuine or out of grief, and also what Sienna will do when things don’t go her way. I then ended the day as always with check in my socials and learning some more Korean and French whilst I tucked into some cornflake tart. I even scheduled tomorrow which was an achievement as sometimes I do forget. But as long as I get it down on paper then all is good.
What have I learnt this week? Talking goes a long way. So if you are feeling down, want something or you want make suggestion, talk about it as you never know where it might lead to. Although only at your own pace, and when you feel ready to talk about it.
See you soon for another blog and until next time…
This is the autistic actress signing off :)
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