Hello world, it's me again!
I wanted to update you guys on a show I recently went to see a few weeks ago.
On 16th April I went to see a Big Night Out hosted by the incredible Ben Nickless. For those that don't know who he is, he's a comedy entertainer, and a finalist on Britain's Got Talent in 2022. Since then he has done many things including this spectacular production. It had a variety of acts, including illusionists, a juggler, singers and BGT third place contestant Tom Ball and Runner up Jamie Leahy and his cheeky sidekick Chuck the Chicken. I also got some wonderful Merchandise which you can see here, which I have a feeling was served by his wife. I wasn't sure for certain but if it was I hope I made a good impression.
Whilst there were some acts that were not my cup of tea, not because they were bad, but I've seen acts like them before to know what to expect. But some acts I preferred more than others, these of them including Tom Ball, Jamie Leahey and Ben Nickless who really were the stand out moments for me. And that's the thing about a variety show, it has something for everyone. And whilst some kids may find some stuff more entertaining than adults, adults might find something more entertaining than the kids. what I found most entertaining and fascinating is that some acts are better live than they are when watching them on TV. Take Ben for example, he did an impression of Gary Barlow and Mark Owen from Take That in his audition, but he did it again along with many other singers (with James Arthur being so accurate). And I don't think I laughed that much since I went to see Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs pantomime at Christmas (and that's saying something). It just goes to show that laughter really is the best medicine. And for a strong reason too.
It gave me a real lift watching the show, as I was having a down day as it is. Long story short, my dad was unwell (but thankfully on the mend to recovery), and having these other parts of life, both professionally and personally is challenging. Thankfully my friend who came with me was very understanding, and praised me for being open and vulnerable around him, which is not an easy thing to do itself. We had a good chat before the show and during an interview, about many things. My friends travels (which is one reason why I invited him before he goes off into the big wide world), his job, how we are both wanting to cut our hours for our health, and also the weirdest things that people believe in (don't ask!).
After the show I had to find my lift due to an early morning shift the next day (which is definitely not fun but I need to make as much money as I can to gradually cut my hours) which I did eventually. The guy in particular is a filmmaker who was in the process of helping me make a documentary about Autism (all will be revealed later), and we needed an interview of the show. I felt this was the most pressure I've felt in a long time, and it literally felt like being on a Steven Bartlett podcast, but it was also good as I knew these were the types of questions I would be facing.
He then asked me, "Why did it make you happy?"
Whilst I can't remember exactly what I said (maybe due to tiredness and wanting to get to bed), I knew that one of my answers was "to make me smile", and I feel it's even better than therapy. I firmly believe there is a spiritual link between music and the body which helps us unblock the emotions that we can't express through basic therapy. And that show in particular really said it all.
So that was my take on watching "A Big Night Out", whilst I was on "A Big Night Out".
Until next time...
This is the Autistic Actress singing off :)
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